...Day 4

I have been here in Creve Coeur Missouri now for 4 days. 4 really long days. It's not that I hate it here, it's actually really beautiful and hot, which I am enjoying. There are 4 pools at my complex and there is a HUGE mall down the street, so that is not a problem. It's just really hard out here. Right now the other girls are not out here yet. They are both getting married this weekend, and wont be here for another week and half, and Scott is gone at work all day= me alone ALLLLL day long. I have been spending my days sleeping in, I have gone on runs and walks and explored the area, gone to the mall, layed out at the pool, watched lifetime movies on my laptop (we have no cable and thank the lord for unsecured wifi). yes it may sound like I am living a cushey lazy life right now, but it is actually very lonely. I dont know one single person here, and Scott is gone all day. But the plus side is it really makes me appreciate him more and the time I get to spend with him, and I get excited for when he gets home.

Scott is selling security systems for Pinnacle. I am really excited for him, but it is really scary. It is full commission and if he does not sell one one day he does not make any money. The first day he went out, which was Monday, he worked all day and finally called me around 4:30 to come pick him up (he usually is supposed to work till like 9). He was so frustrated because he was rejected all day and made no money. He came home with the worst headache so bad that during the night he woke up and layed on the bathroom floor cause he thought he was gonna throw up. POOR BABY! I knew he must truly not feel good, cause I have never seen him sick, ever!

But yesterday he sold one! I was so excited I almost danced around our apartment. I can just tell this is going to be a roller coaster of a summer.